Trying not to focus
But the water still rising and my mind is almost broken
Deep calleth unto deep
I'm all alone upon a sea
And my bones are weakening
So therefore I need G-O-D
To be my D-O-C
Then attentively
Be on my bended knee
Pushin' back
Ain't no lookin' back on where I use to be
Got my helmet on my head
And feel like I can hold my head up
Sittin' wit' disciples with the bread in hand and cup
Devil thought he had me til' he heard a-ten-hut
Trickery huh
What chu think the trinity's for
Created in his image
Hope to mirror his appearance
When reminded of offenses
He reminds me I repented
So timely is your kindness
I can find it cause it's written
Standing firm in my faith
As the furnace awaits
Like the growl from a pack of hungry wolves that want a taste
And if I break
Then I'm dinner to the enemy at bay
Its affecting me but yet my destiny not on delay
This is purpose by design
And I intend to decorate
Add some textures to these letters
Keep it bold and some grace
Stay controlled and out the way
And then my soul won't see decay
Yeah


You know life is not actually easy at all
You got people throwing you up under the bus
Lying on you
Backstabbing
You wanna react the wrong way
But you really can’t you feel me


Faithful when the hateful put a knife to my side
They my shake my hand and kiss my cheek
But I'm too weak to reply
They talking mess
I'm full of stress
I give two weeks to reply
Ain't got no sense
I'm on defense
I sense the Lord of the flies
So strategic to you demons
I can see every spy
Under your cloak
And in your throat
A sepulcher open wide
Setup I you can try
There are three that abide
To the vine I am tied
This is sonship inspired
To the throne that is high
He decides what is mines
And divides from the time
I commit to the Christ
All praise to the messiah
Liaison in the highest
Communicate through the fire
Burning bush in the mire
Turn to look and admire
Your pruning hook was acquired to
Lead me back to your choir
Lift my hands when I'm tired to
Claim that I'm Christian
Cause when I doubt I deny the truth
Daniel in the lions den when I’m faithful I’m fireproof
No singes just large bridges over my obstacles
Shield up keep chin tucked
Homie and follow through
Focus on the Father
And not when people acknowledge you
A good name is far more better And even honorable
Yeah